Mentari muncul lagi
Aku pula masih berdiri di sini
Meniti hari yang saban hari bermula,
Dan akhirnya berakhir dengan jelmaan malam
Berulang-ulang pagi menjelajah
Sehingga tak ku tahu apa yang perlu kulakukan
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Perlukah aku bercinta??
Dengan menghayati bait kata si dia
Puisi jiwang yang dicipta melayangkan jiwa raga
Atau ku perlu beribadah??
Dengan membaca Al-Quran
Di dalamnya tersergam ayat-ayat indah
Sambil membawaku menyusuri jalan ke syurga
Mengapa aku jadi begini
Aku tahu hanya sekejap lagi aku akan mati
Namun aku masih menambah dosa yang sedia banyak
Dapatkah aku sampai ke syurga?
Sedangkan diri ini terlalu kerdil dengan dosa...
Mengapa terciptanya hari esok??
Sedangkan apa yang dilalui adalah sama,
Terus-terusan menambah dosa
Tafsiranku selama ini salah
Hari esok tercipta untuk bertaubat
Meminta ampun dengan apa yang telah dilakukan
Akanku gengam kata putusku ini
Aku mahu bertaubat
Semoga hari masih ada untuk ku..
Semoga mentari akan muncul lagi..
8/20/08
8/3/08
Tr0ubl3d...
Being in a hostel when you're the only one from your school was trasferred..... is a ... TORTURE...
Wanna know why?
I actually entered the school with a friend of mine, but now... she's changed.
She says that I've changed but in truth, she's the one who changed ALOT.
In my opinion, she is .... complicating & manipulating simple stuf,
in other words.... being a hypocrite.
But it's not good to think such horrible things. So, I think she just wants to stand out.
Yeah.. that's it. She wants her high school life to be more meaningful and awesome
than her primary school life....
But.... what about me??
Why do I feel like lost and empty?
Why do I feel like confused yet I don't care?
Why do I feel like my relationships with friends are meaningless??
WHY? WHY?? WHY???
I live every single day with a smiling face..
Thinking everything will be okay....
Yet this heart still is feeling troubled..
Too shy to let it out to anyone..
My best friend is in another school...
So missing her......
Whats wrong with me??
....................
I just want to live everyday knowing a
its all going to be allright.
Knowing everything is meaningful
and has purpose..
Sometimes it may doesn't
But I guess it's okay
Everything does happen for a reason..
That I believe..
SO......
I guess I need to grow a little
And look at things from a different view
Have a pure & clean heart *hoping*
And never judge people
And know that life is full of choices..
Afterall we only live once... ^^
Wanna know why?
I actually entered the school with a friend of mine, but now... she's changed.
She says that I've changed but in truth, she's the one who changed ALOT.
In my opinion, she is .... complicating & manipulating simple stuf,
in other words.... being a hypocrite.
But it's not good to think such horrible things. So, I think she just wants to stand out.
Yeah.. that's it. She wants her high school life to be more meaningful and awesome
than her primary school life....
But.... what about me??
Why do I feel like lost and empty?
Why do I feel like confused yet I don't care?
Why do I feel like my relationships with friends are meaningless??
WHY? WHY?? WHY???
I live every single day with a smiling face..
Thinking everything will be okay....
Yet this heart still is feeling troubled..
Too shy to let it out to anyone..
My best friend is in another school...
So missing her......
Whats wrong with me??
....................
I just want to live everyday knowing a
its all going to be allright.
Knowing everything is meaningful
and has purpose..
Sometimes it may doesn't
But I guess it's okay
Everything does happen for a reason..
That I believe..
SO......
I guess I need to grow a little
And look at things from a different view
Have a pure & clean heart *hoping*
And never judge people
And know that life is full of choices..
Afterall we only live once... ^^
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