Being in a hostel when you're the only one from your school was trasferred..... is a ... TORTURE...
Wanna know why?
I actually entered the school with a friend of mine, but now... she's changed.
She says that I've changed but in truth, she's the one who changed ALOT.
In my opinion, she is .... complicating & manipulating simple stuf,
in other words.... being a hypocrite.
But it's not good to think such horrible things. So, I think she just wants to stand out.
Yeah.. that's it. She wants her high school life to be more meaningful and awesome
than her primary school life....
But.... what about me??
Why do I feel like lost and empty?
Why do I feel like confused yet I don't care?
Why do I feel like my relationships with friends are meaningless??
WHY? WHY?? WHY???
I live every single day with a smiling face..
Thinking everything will be okay....
Yet this heart still is feeling troubled..
Too shy to let it out to anyone..
My best friend is in another school...
So missing her......
Whats wrong with me??
....................
I just want to live everyday knowing a
its all going to be allright.
Knowing everything is meaningful
and has purpose..
Sometimes it may doesn't
But I guess it's okay
Everything does happen for a reason..
That I believe..
SO......
I guess I need to grow a little
And look at things from a different view
Have a pure & clean heart *hoping*
And never judge people
And know that life is full of choices..
Afterall we only live once... ^^
8/3/08
6/3/08
Only Human
On the other shore of sadness
It was said that there is a smile
Finally we arrived
But what are we waiting for
The purpose is not to run away
It's to chase after dreams
We should have gone away to travel
On that summer day so long ago
In a place worn down by sadness
Something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching for
The sunflower that grows at the end of spring
The warrior who awaits the morning light
Before he can clasp it with red nails
The tears glitter and fall
Even if we have grown used to loneliness
Only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wings
Just go forward, just a little further
Even tomorrow, if you see it
Though there isn't a sign either
Like a ship going aginst the current flow
Right now, go forward, move ahead
Even if it cuts throught the rain and clouds
The wet roads shine
Only the dark will teach
A stronger and stronger light
Be strong, go forward, move ahead
Only Human-K
It was said that there is a smile
Finally we arrived
But what are we waiting for
The purpose is not to run away
It's to chase after dreams
We should have gone away to travel
On that summer day so long ago
In a place worn down by sadness
Something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching for
The sunflower that grows at the end of spring
The warrior who awaits the morning light
Before he can clasp it with red nails
The tears glitter and fall
Even if we have grown used to loneliness
Only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wings
Just go forward, just a little further
Even tomorrow, if you see it
Though there isn't a sign either
Like a ship going aginst the current flow
Right now, go forward, move ahead
Even if it cuts throught the rain and clouds
The wet roads shine
Only the dark will teach
A stronger and stronger light
Be strong, go forward, move ahead
Only Human-K
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